ugh

 It has taken my mom 6 months to actually look into getting me a therapist. 

Its getting worse ,

Ive starting cutting myself in places I used to have anxiety attacks about months ago

I now have to make sure I'm always wearing a long sleeve anything when im out in public. 

Kind of annoying

Ive never felt this alone

Cried 3 times today at the least

Not that it helped when I found out my mom has decided to sign me up for fucking volleyball.